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I was born in the loving place of Eugene, Oregon on February 13th, 1990 to Glenda and Calvin Jones. I grew up a tomboy and was a daddy's girl and mama's little angel. Sooner than I knew, they were filing for divorce and I was on my way to Homedale, Idaho with my Mom. We moved here and my mom got tired of it so we moved back to Medford, Oregon and she ran into her old flame Mike Lucero they married. Soon, they had a little boy, Cole Lucero, my sweet eleven-year old brother, whom I love dearly. In the same year Cole was born 1998, we decided to move from Medford, Oregon to Homedale again where I went to school for seven years and then we moved to Caldwell and I transferred schools to Vallivue High School. Now, over the last two years I have done a lot and have learned a lot and it has paid off. I went to George Fox University in Newberg, OR for a year and a half and now then I moved back to Idaho and now I am in Arkansas... just at a dead end until I hit the freeway for Nashville TN!!!

Friday, December 12, 2008

Why?

Why run from the past? To get to the future... Why hide from a friend... To unload on someone else. Why love someone that doesn't love you? Why hang on when the only thing you ever wanted and needed slipped right through ur hands?

These are questions I find myself asking over and over again. I wish I knew the answers. I was finding out the answers then all hell broke loose and things got out of hand. Times will come and times will go, but I am still holding on. I am letting go, but for now. Times are tough, life is rough, but you just gotta look at the world and say "Git-r-done" i miss the memories and live for the moments, everyone of them takes my breath away... Why was it just one person, that made me realize, I could be me? I'll never know, because I am forced to let go.

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